Whoa is this thing dusty!!!

2009-01-26T10:45:00.000-08:00

Nat, Im jealous of your cute blog so I decided to revive mine!!!

So alot has changed since I last used this. But honestly, just reading it put my emotions right back into what I felt at that time....complete and utter hopelessness and disgust. Now, not so much!

My life is rich and full. My somehowsomedaysomeway has come and gone. My daughter is here. That's SO awesome to say....MY DAUGHTER!!!! Oh the love I feel for that girl. She's so awesome. Carys is 17 months old now. She's full of life and tons of energy. She's smart and funny and oh so adorable. I could litterly just eat her up.

I hope to have another child one day that's just as awesome as her. I used to think my friend Michele was crazy when she was pregnant with her second, Aleigha. She was so worried about how she could ever love another child the way she loved Kerrie. I totally get that now. TOTALLY! But I know she does and I know I will too.

Ahhh speaking of my princess....someone's up from her nap :)

Stephanie's Journey TTC #1

2005-12-02T06:48:00.000-08:00

Hi! My name is Stephanie. I am 27 years old. I have been married to my sweetie since May 31, 2003. He is 29.

In January 2005 we went off of BCP and began TTC #1.

Known Conditions

I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism in March 2004. I have been taking Synthroid since that time. My levels have been therapeutic since June 2004. I have been told that this is will not affect our TTC efforts.

I have a retroverted uterus.

I have pre-AF spotting every month. My doctor has finally decided that I have a Luteal Phase Defect and has ordered Clomid. I began this medication in May 2006.

DH had a varocele and thus had intermittently low sperm counts. After 4 semen analyses, he had a varocele repair on Jan 5, 2006.

Periods

January 31st, 2005
March 1st
April 4th
May 4th
June 1st
July 1st
August 1st
August 30th
September 29th
November 3rd
December 3rd
January 11th, 2006
February 8th
March 12th (Vitex)
April 10th (m/c)
May 11th (Clomid 50 mg cd 5-9)
June 10th (Clomid 50 mg cd 3-7)
July 9th (Clomid 50 mg cd 5-9)
August 6th (Clomid 50 mg cd 5-9)
September 27th m/c..bleeding started 9/29

Ovulation Dates

February 17th
March 23rd
April 21st
May 20th
June 18th
July 19th
August 16th
September 16th
October 21st
November 18th
Dec 29th (HSG on Dec 12th restarted my cycle)
Jan 24th, 2006
Feb 27th
March 25th
April 26th (ish-not temping since m/c)
May 26th
June 22nd
July 24th-ish
August 21st-Dh's bday

Tests

October 10th- 1st SA= total count 17 million (should be 50 million +), morphology, motility all poor
October 24th-1st appt with new doctor- blood work ordered and I have to begin doing BBT again
November 10th- Prolactin level normal (me)
November 14th- 2nd SA & physical= total count 98.6 million (WOW), MD notices a small varocele, DH blood work is all normal
November 23rd- Progesterone level normal (me)
December 6th- 3rd SA- total count 19 million, morphology, and motility all poor; probable varocele repair surgery coming
December 9th- 4th SA- this time at a new doctor
December 12th- HSG- normal
December 19th-4th SA results great 85.6 million but morphology is low
January 3rd- 2 month follow-up and Luteal Phase diagnosis...RX for Clomid written
January 5th- varocele repair surgery
January 13th- varocele surgery follow up; antibiotic given to DH
February 1st- varocele surgery follow up
April 6th-3 suprising BFPs!!!!!!!!!! HCG-14 (3w5d-12dpo)
April 10th-m/c :( HCG down to 5 (have to wait a cycle before taking Clomid)
May cycle-taking Clomid!!! (cd5-9) ; progesterone level drawn cd 21 May 31st (our anniversary!)- 36!!!
June cycle-taking Clomid 50 mg cd 3-7 (had to work 2 weeks of nights); progesterone level drawn cd 21- June 30th- 57!!!
July cycle-taking Clomid again same days and dose
July 17th- annual with GYN
July 20th- 5th SA ---179 MILLION!!! All counts normal!!!!!!!!!!
August cycle- taking Clomid AGAIN same days and dose
August 31st- I think I see a BFP!!!
September 1st- 3 BFPs!!! ; began progesterone suppositories nightly!!
Sept. 4th- another BFP!!
Sept 6th- another BFP!!
Sept 9th- another BFP!!
Sept 27th-spotting, u/s showed missed m/c-baby measured 4w6d
Sept 29th- bleeding started
October 19th- 8am appt with RE for "whats next"

Monthly efforts

synthroid 50 mcg daily
prenatals daily
Dec, March took Vitex-Oed cd 14 those months!! (conceived March cycle) May - Clomid 50 mg cd 5-9 - BFN
June - Clomid 50 mg cd 3-7 - BFN
July - Clomid 50 mg cd 5-9 - BFN
August - Clomid 50 mg cd 5-9 - BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!- m/c :( :( :(

Favorite Names:

b- Zachariah Cole

g- Ava Carys

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Thank you for taking the time to visit. We are still trying to succeed at pregnancy. While we have not yet had success, we keep on trying again. We WILL be parents.....

~*~*~SoMeHoW...sOmEdAy...SoMeWaY~*~*~

SoMeHoWsOmEdAySoMeWaY

Whoa is this thing dusty!!!

Stephanie's Journey TTC #1